Mid-Term Hell

Yesterday didn't go so well, with the screwing up my oral exam and all. Today was okay, I hate to angst all over this blog, but I'm just wicked tired and this week can't be over soon enough. I was late to my arch class and I honestly had a panic attack as I got to the door. The lights were on in the room and the teacher had started, but I just couldn't open the door. I couldn't see a chair until I noticed one all theway in the front and I paniced and decided I couldn't go in the room and wouldn't. So I went the the bathroom and went down to the lounge to relax and ending up meeting some pretty cool people. I was working and over heard one of them say something about Extreme Blue and another thing that reminded me about Clone High (old Cartoon James and I love). Then I realized they WERE talking about clone high and I threw out a random quote and made some new friends from Oregon, Oklahoma and Colorado. Skippy.

I got home a little late and Okaasan was pretty cool about it. We chatted a bit at dinner since Soji was late and Otoosan hasn't been home for dinner in atleast two days (last night was no different). Then Okaasan decided to give me a lesson in how to sit at this little table thing, because apparently I suck at it. I always end up having my legs cross-wise because they go to sleep really fast if I just kneel on the floor for an hour. Pillows help, but my circulation sucks and therefore it doesn't work. I always have to keep both hands on the table (which is just weird, you aren't supposed to have your hands on the table unless you're eatting with them) and I had to be right up against the table. Honestly, when I had to get up to refill my drink I almost fell over because my legs were so tingley, but I look at this as ninja practice. I know it's nerdy, but it's the only way I'm going to get through this. Atleast I can sleep now on a nice soft bed. :3

Today's exam went well, I think. It was the writing portion to my everyday class and tomorrow I have the written exam for my reading and writing class. That includes a fuck ton of kanji, and yes that's an actual unit of measurement for kanji. Kanji's the chinese character stuff, okay nevermind I don't think I can explain it on this blog to mom and I know Hali and Renate get it. Heck, Hali's kanji is harder than all of ours since she doesn't get any other writing system to work with.

Now I'm working on being late for my law class. I'm kicking ass, but I didn't do the reading today so I'm going to suck. Man the bar this week is oh so low. Love you guys.